Rain rain go away, please
Eversince we got flooded, nagpapalpitate ako everytime it rains. Monitor sa zoom earth for bagyo or how strong and heavy the downpour is going to be pero kahit mkita ko na light rain lang, talagang hindi na halos ako makahinga. I know it's because of trauma, but also of the fact na if something happens wala kami kadamay dito. And lalo now, nasa work c hubby, papasok naman sa school anak ko, I'll be alone. Eversince i was young, afraid ako sa ulan lalo yung tunog sa bubong. Lalo pa ako tinatakot noon ng cousin ko. Pinagtatawanan nila tuwing uulan na then tatakbo na ako pauwi kay nanay. That's the only time i feel calm. Paano ngayon,Wala ako sa bahay namin. Andito ako sa side ni hubby and wala sya. These are the things that i cannot control. Yung ulan and how i feel about it. Prayer na lang talaga and deep breathing magagawa ko.