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What should I do?

I feel like the man I chose to be with is kinda not ready yet for a real relationship? For context, we are both adults, in early 30s, Known him for 3 yrs now from Fb online dating, Money is a bit an issue coz he doesn't have a stable job most of the time but I'm okay ksi employed naman ako kaso annoying minsan if nakikihiram sya sakin then binabayaran nya naman kaso may katagalan lg and kulang pa minsan but i tried to really understand him. Medjo LDR kmi but tbh, only an hour-drive lg naman pagitan ng mga lugar namin. We meet physically like once every 3 months lg 😥 bihira lg tlaga mag date. But we communicate naman thru chat lg most of the time. Di sya sanay sa calls pero nakaka VC naman kmi before mag sleep just a few times. He says he loves me naman and I love him pero I've been struggling lang. I keep on praying and hoping na makaya namin to dahil may plans naman sya to marry me and gusto nya magkafamily rin kmi soon. But somehow, may realizations ako na parang magkaiba talaga kmi ng mindset. Hindi kmi totally same ng values, Wala kming matagal na bonding ksi mostly LDR. I just don't know why i settled to this kind of rel (He's my first Bf btw) pero maybe we grew up both in a strict setting na parents. And recently nya lg ako napakilala sa family nya ksi kinakabahan sya mostly. Then hindi ko pa sya napakilala sa side ko or walang hint ang fam ko ksi natatakot din ako na hindi ni mama maaccept sya dahil sa status nya ngayun. Ang gulo paminsan if nag ooverthink ako saming dalawa esp ngayon. Help me Lord. Ang bigat na minsan. 💔

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