When Heaven Feels Silent, Keep Praying

I woke up today feeling lighthearted. I felt tired, yet relieved. I remember waking up 3x in the middle of the night, praying to God about the desire of my heart. For the past few months, I’ve been asking God for answers. I’ve felt disconnected, trying to pull myself together, yet always finding my way back to prayer, not because I miss it, but because it’s the only thing I have left and the only thing I know I can do. I often wonder why, in the Bible, when Joseph, Peter, and Moses talked to God, He answered them. Angels were sent. Dreams were given. But for me, there was silence. At times, I felt that maybe I wasn’t as special as the people in the Bible. Then came the dream. Deep in my heart, I know it was God. I believe He was telling me something about fruitfulness and hope. Despite my doubts and stubbornness, He still draws me closer to Him. I’ve been going through some dark days. I don’t know how long this season will last, but I know God is moving behind the scenes. One day, I’ll come back to this post and finally understand why. And I hope this reaches someone who, like me, has been losing hope. God sees you. God loves you. And even in the silence, He is still there. #Godisgood #thankGod #GodsPlanIsBetterThanOurPlan