A love-hate relationship with my job

I honestly love what I do. The work itself is meaningful, challenging, and something I take pride in. But there are days when the 12-hour shifts drain every ounce of energy I have, making me question if it's all worth it. The pay is considered good for our profession, yet it often feels like it falls short of the amount of work, responsibility, and pressure that comes with the job. Over the years, I've also become someone who trusts their own work more than anyone else's, which can be exhausting because it feels like I always have to carry the weight myself. Still, despite the frustrations, keep showing up.