as a lover girl

noon, palagi kong sinasabi sa partner ko na i have never loved anyone as much as i love him. tinatawanan niya lang ako noon kasi sabi niya, malamang sasabihin ko daw yun kasi siya ang present. pero hindi talaga e. i just knew the moment we met, i'd wanna be with this person for a long time. may nabasa akong post noon, sabi the longer you stay with someone, nawawala daw ang love. i even had a friend tell me to enjoy the honeymoon phase as it will all vanish in just a snap. hearing that come from a married person, medyo nabother ako. why would you even want to anticipate na mawawala ang love? i mean di ba dapat ginugusto niyo na everyday kayong in love? hahaha so medyo naglinger sa akin yung thought i actually told my partner. kahit siya agree sa akin. sabi niya pa, nababawasan at nawawala lang daw ang love because of people choosing to be complacent. i’m a firm believer na you have to make it work everyday for love to last. kung talagang mahal mo yung tao, hindi mahirap sayong piliin siya araw-araw. hindi dapat maging chore but it should come naturally. hindi man everyday 100%, dapat hindi nagz-0% ang pagmamahal niyo sa isa’t-isa. kumbaga, magaaway kayo yes. magkakatampuhan, pwedeng magsigawan. pero wala dapat sawaan.