My Demon

When trust is lost, your mind will be in constant battle ground. You will look 24/7 for signs even small one that he's doing it again. Your guard is up and your mind won't stop thinking everything, but outside you still have to show him that you are open to reconcile. But, how will you do it if he doesn't do his part completely? Yes, he helps doing chores, prepares you a meal, even buy stuffs you need. But, I'm not allowed to have his password to his phone. No social media post and do not accept the tagged photos I uploaded. I'm not even allowed to raise my voice. He wants your softness and loving side, but he doesn't realize that it comes from him. My peace comes from him. He was once my angel, a protector and someone I can rely on, but now he's my demon, unleasing my fears and most unwanted traits. Still, I love him.