Ruminating thoughts

Lately ko lang talaga narerealize na andami pa lang bagay na pinalampas ko lang while in that relationshit. Ngayon ko na lang talaga naeevaluate pag naririnig ko rin yung mga kwento about sa jowa nya. Kaya pala tinatanong nya nung una pa lang kung mag isa lang ako sa condo...kasi gusto pala nya yung set up na live in...which I don't like honestly...also di ko rin gusto yung setup na gusto nya na yung girl ang provider sa relationship. Btw, recently employed lang and underemployed yung guy. Di ko rin talaga gusto yung live in setup kasi parang may feeling of limiting your freedom. May history kasi ng cheating yung previous jowa ni guy kaya ko nasabi yun. In a way kasi, parang form of pagmamanman yung pag live in sa context nya. There was also this one time na I told him na a guy friend of mine just got back to Manila. Tapos tanong ba naman nya nun ay kung makikitulog raw ba yung guy na yun sa condo namin. I thought that's nothing at that time pero now that I look back at it parang may something pala. To sum up, I just feel like he's a very controlling person. Even now, he's been making a big issue of small things. He even unprofessionally sent to our team's group chat na may manliligaw raw ako. He's also asking about my whereabouts from my colleagues. Ganun pala talaga no? You get to know what you really want by evaluating your past relationships.