Ako lang ba? Normal pa ba to?
Sometimes I feel so weird. Normal ba na nagddoubt pa rin kahit alam mong masaya ka naman sa partner mo? Or baka sa cycle and hormones lang natin to? Pwede ring it's not your thoughts, and it's possibly from a spirit that seeks to steal and destroy? We just celebrated our 2nd monthsary and I was very happy and touched by his efforts. Pero heto ako ngayon nag ooverthink. Natatakot pa din ako, di ko alam. Parang may problema ako sa utakš¤£ Hinihiling, winiwish, at pinagdarasal ko lang to noon pero may times na parang gusto ko na lang mag-isa. Am I ungrateful? Huhu masaya naman ako pag magkasama kami. Pero nag ooverthink pag hindi na. What if pag tumagal, may magbago? What if maging dull na treatment namin sa isa't-isa in the future?? Minsan wala ko pake, pero minsan sobra yung pake ko. He's so gentle and patient with me. As a late bloomer, I still need to discover and work a lot more on myself when it comes to handling a romantic relationship. Maybe it's just the hormones.. luteal phase na kasiš