College life

Hi guys, I want to vent about something because I’m struggling to choose what’s really important to me, and I don’t want to become a burden to my friends and family. I honestly don’t know what to do. I was a consistent honor student before, but that all changed when I pursued Engineering. This is the first time I feel like I’m losing my spark for something I once wanted so badly. Today, I have to decide whether to enroll in the summer class for the one subject I failed, so I can become a regular student again. But something really bothers me: it’s expensive, and there’s also a chance I might not pass it again. Even though I’m a scholar, I still need to pay for tuition and miscellaneous fees because this isn’t covered by my scholarship. I really don’t want to be a burden to my family, so I honestly don’t know what to do.