Pregnancy

Hi, I am a women who experienced a very emotionally draining pregnancy, but traumatic labor experience. So the whole pregnancy when it comes to morning sickness, cravings, and complications and what nor, by God's grace it came out without a hitch. Pero prenatal depression and anxiety were things that affected me deeply. So let me site examples 1. My partner is a very emotionally detached partner, diba you dreamt that once you have cravings, your partner will by it for you, no, that wasn't my experience, he never bought my cravings not even once. 2. My partner called me lazy kasi ayoko daw gumalaw sa gawaing bahay. I was the financial pillar ng "bahay bahayan" namin, ako nag bubuntis, and I worked until 36 weeks kasi I was scared na if i left early kukulangin budget namin for baby girl. 3. Ako lahat financially, FINANCIAL ABUSE IS REAL GIRLS🥲 4. Pinagdudahan pa if sa kanya si baby🫠🫠 5. I am around his side of the family na ginagawa kang pulutan if wala ka sa kanila pero if nanjan ka bait baitan kunwari 6. He didn't respect that i didn't like it when he drinks, it caused me somuch pain and tears because of the times he was gone para uminom lang. LABOR ko, complications inabot. As much as I wanted magtipid kaya nga sa lying in ako pero dun pala ako first time makakapagopera (RASPA) sa PRIVATE HOSPITAL na halos dun 5x nagastos ko. Im okay now pero two important procedures was really traumatizing para sakin. Sorry for the long rant, walang makausap🥲