Career or Family

I just quit my job 6 months ago, nag full time mom ako to my 3yrs baby boy. But I feel like napag iiwanan na ako. You know, my ka batchmate ko, graduated or working, earning their own money. Don't get me wrong, I decided ti quit myself to focus on my baby but di padin maalis sakin na gusto ko din kumita ganon. Well I have laptop naman, but I don't have the courage to look for a job online. Feel me?