it's so painful

You lost yourself from loving someone who didn't really loved you the way he said he would. It's all just empty talks from him. Nadala kalang dahil sobrang galing nyang mambola. And now you're the one stuck with the cycle na kahit gusto nya nang putulin yung relasyon nyo, you can't let go of him for fear na magiging masaya sya sa ibang babae while you are suffering all alone and left behind.