I've been introverted since I got married

Yes, since i've been a wife and a mother I feel that I rather be staying most of my time at home. Yung tipong pag inaya akong lumabas ng mga friends ko (mostly colleagues) gusto ko na agad umuwi. I enjoy my time with them pero kating kati na talaga paa ko umuwi. Kaya kahit na I'm a widow now I still just want to stay at home. I feel sad and lonely sometimes but I still prefer to be at home. Just sharing and thank you for reading.🤗🤗🤗