Wanted to prepare for college kaso super daming challenges

Kakatanggap kopalang ng admission offer nung nagsimula yung mga naranasan kong problems. Ininvalidate ni mama ko yung achievement ko, nalaman kong nangabit papa ko and binibigyan nya ng pera kabit nya, di pa enough yung knowledge and skills ko para sa course ko, my parents telling me na kulang ang funds para sa pagpapaaral saken, trying to find scholarships only to find that I'm not eligible for most of them, bad daily habits, my parents fighting almost everyday only to make up and then fight again. Because of being overwhelmed from all of this, I got stuck on my self-improvement and my preparations for college. Any advice anong pwede kong gawin para makapag move forward na ako mula dito. I'm feeling desperate and frustrated from all of this na kasi.