So down

It's been months since my ex bf left our home ( that's is 10 days after our daughter's first bday) and since then I don't know what to do. I don't know why he left , I was blocked on all his social media even his number. I was left with nothing . The bills everything. I cant find work too despite having 13 years of experience as as call center agent . I really don't know what to do anymore I'm so drained