Negative

I have been feeling nauseous lately. Paulit ulit. Pabalik balik. Kind of feeling feeling bloated as well. I still have a week before my period comes but I asked my husband to buy a PT. Took it this morning. NEGATIVE. I was relieved. I didn't want to get pregnant again just yet. In our situation, we are not fit to have another baby yet. But a part of me was disappointed. I kind of miss the feeling of holding such a tiny creature in my arms. Smelling baby breath. Lulling a baby to sleep. And maybe I am longing to see how my daughter will be like as an ATE. Hayyyy! Just trying to get it off my chest is all. Kind of feeling heavy right now. 😔