Grind!

I prepared for yeeeears for the dream I think was my calling. Since kindergarten until college, I know that I want this. I thought that after graduating my career was on set. Like, I just gotta apply anywhere I want. Gotta teach. Gotta earn. But here I am. Doubting myself if I really qualified to be a teacher. I felt like all those confidence I build is crushing. I need a proof that I am qualified. But got nothing right now. I didn't apply before cause I said I need to prepare for LET.I want to focus. But deep inside, I know its just an excuse. I'm scared to fail so I didn't try. And I know that's cowardly. So, gotta grind! Prepping my requirements cuz got no excuses why I am not applying yet. May God bless me and give me strength. Fighting!