your fan is just moving hot air at this point
The fan has been on max since 9pm and it still feels like it's pushing warm soup around the room. Pillow flipped twice already, sheets are off, and you're stuck in that weird in-between of being too tired to get up but too sticky to fall back asleep. PAGASA flagged danger level heat index in 13 areas earlier this week, hitting 42 to 44 degrees in some places, so apparently it's not just you. You think about turning the aircon back on. Then the bill flashes in your head and you just lie there waiting it out. Sometimes you give up at 3am, get water, splash your face in the bathroom, and start the cycle over. Or you scroll on your phone for 40 minutes pretending it's not making things worse. What's your survival method this week - frozen water bottle, two fans, midnight bucket bath, just giving up and scrolling? 🥲