Post Break up (15 days)

Hello, everyone. Melo here. I am still contemplating whether to post an update or not pero here I am. I thought relapse aren't real. I thought, hindi mangyayari sakin. But life humbled me. Hindi na masakit yung break up. The pain comes from the resentment I have for myself. For allowing to be treated poorly just to be loved barely. Nakakakita lang ako ng ilang sad posts and tears are starting to cloud my eyes. I felt like I was okay, but then I'm not. I saw a post saying, "He was my safe space. He was everything I wanted. So, how am I just supposed to move on?" Nag isip ako. I answered the question. With all the emotions I have. Here's my answer: "You have to. You need to. Stop lingering on the past you had with him and the future you planned on. It wont be easy but it'll be okay. The moment you realize that letting go of the relationship will give you peace and happiness. The relationship that you used to love is now lost in the past. You cannot have it anymore as it will only break your heart from time to time. Stop expecting things to turn around because you both had plenty of time to try and fix it but you both chose not to. Because the love that used to be your peace became a storm you both cannot conquer anymore. The sudden shifts and unwanted emotions were all scattered and is now making you regret everything that had happened. So, yes. You need to move on in order to redeem yourself from the pain and heartbreak." Nakakalungkot masanay sa isang tao. Pero there are some people na need lang talaga dumaan sa buhay mo to make you stronger. And as I was doom scrolling, I encountered a song. "But if I can love the wrong one this much, just imagine when the right one shows up." And there it is. My sign. I wanna thank everyone who commented on my posts. Sobrang na-appreciate ko yon lahat and it made this break up bearable at some point. I hope we all heal and shine significantly. ✨🪇🍾