I started a new K-drama last night and I'm honestly not okay

Okay so I literally did NOT plan to start a new K-drama last night but I saw a clip on my feed and one click later it was 3am and my eyes were puffy. The premise is simple. A career-obsessed home shopping host gets sent to a sleepy countryside town to save her show. Standard rom-com setup (with the umbrella scene and everything). But honestly the romance isn't what got me. There's this scene where her character sits on a porch and someone asks what she actually wants. She just goes blank. Like she opens her mouth to answer and then closes it and you can see her trying to remember the answer she used to have right there, and now she just cannot find it anywhere. omg. I felt that. I've spent years answering 'what do you want' with 'whatever's easier' and ngl this show is making me sit with it. The ceiling fan in my room is rattling and I'm just lying here. Two episodes in. Comfort show of the month. Anyone else falling into this tonight? 🥹 #kdrama #netflix #comfortshow #latenightviewing