Interrupted, Unheard.

Ewan ko kung ako lang. Pero sanay na ako na walang kaibigan. Like... Oo, minsan malungkot, pero minsan naman hindi. May mga nakikilala kase akong tao, mga kaibigan ko tinuring. Pero if I felt, na I am interrupted, I am unheard, I distance myself. Like... What it make sense kase if magkaibigan pa rin tayo, tas gusto mo na ikaw lang ang palaging pinapakinggan? If gusto mo na I'll always like your photos in your stories, posts or I'll always flaunt you in SocMed as my friend dahil sa mga binibigay mo or tinulong mo? I don't know, it's just that at my 30's I learned to be silent in SocMed, not to flaunt too much, especially if I'm not the one na naghirap for some things. It's not that, I don't appreciate you at all. I don't want to brag kase too much, just for people think na I have that friend of mine. Gusto ko lang tahimik. Marunong naman akong makibagay, yes minsan ma-attitude ako. But for me kase being alone is better talaga.