Post break up

Hi. Idk pero the break up happened when I expected it the most. I cried. Pero unlike before na ilang araw akong miserable. Just like sa 5 stages of grief, I had been in denial of things. I got angry mostly at myself. I bargained a lot and took a lot of pain. I became depressed and cannot processed it all agad agad. But I guess, it is what it is. I accepted it. It should have happened noon pa pero I kept on denying, bargaining things kasi nakasanayan yung pagmamahal na binigay nya. I still cry from time to time. Pero mas iniiwasan ko manood ng malulungkot na movies or series. I try to accept things the way they are kasi yun na yung nangyari. I got tired and that's all it was. I hope he's happy. Kasi alam ko sa sarili ko, I will be. Anyway, good morning guys. Sa lahat ng nag-comment sa previous post ko about our break up, thank you. I hope we all heal from the pain we kept on hiding and setting aside.