Give me your insights please!!!

Hi, asking lang ako if what if kayo nasa situations ko? I'm a mom of 6yrs old girl and a fulltime wfh. Nagcheat partner ko many many times, nagtry sya magbook ng girl worth 2,500 message yung kawork nya to the point na fall sya. Basta marami pang iba, always namin napapag awayan ang money related. Why? Yes nag eearn ako ng sarili ko, but mas malaki kinikita nya saken. Every time na nag aaway kami papalayasin nya ako, bawal ko sya tanungin kung bakit ganun lang sinweldo nya saan nya dinadala like that. Sobrang adik sya sa motor kakahikayat ng mga trabahong binata. Im so fvcking tired, want to leave but can't dunno what to do!!!!