My live in partner is so perfect... Except
So i was a single mom for 5 yrs straight. I have a daughter and last yr I met someone that was very nice at first so when we decided to live in, I agreed kahit ilang months palang kami. I want to know kung magbabago ba yun and he was consistent naman. He helps me pag puyat ako, he treats my daughter as his own with respect and with boundaries I set. He was still nice and gentleman. He's a good provider, hindi palainom, hindi nagyoyosi. Maghuhugas yan bago umalis papuntang work, nauutusan ko naman pag needed he took care of me pag pagod sa work. He was such a good man, except... nagsusugal. I felt like he had a slightly addiction to gambling. 50 or 100 lang naman raw. Arawan siya at lahat naman inaabot sakin. Pinagawayan na namin yun at ayoko sa sugarol gawa ng naeexperience ko na rin lumaki sa gulong dulot nun sa magulang ko, nauwi sila sa hiwalayan dahil dun. Walang ibang babae. Naubos lng nanay ko kakasabi ng nahihirapan siya magbudget tapos nagsusugal pa tatay ko. Next thing I knew, they separated. Akala ko nagbago na, akala ko nakinig. We deeply talk about it how i dont like it, how it made me feel hurt kasi nga ayoko masira ang pamilya namin he didnt do it for a while rin pero kanina nagsugal siya ulit 100 pesos sa isang link. I feel so disrespected. I feel like wala siyang pakialam sa nararamdaman ko dun kasi good provider naman siya. He's taking care of our home naman like he always does. Wala naman ako masabi team work kami dun e. Kaso pakiramdam ko ginawa niyang habbit ang pagsusugal kaya di niya maiwasan, ang dahilan lagi may control naman siya sa magkano lng at bumabalik naman raw ng 500-700. I knew i was already turned off kung pakiramdam niya maliit na bagay lang to. I am hoping and praying that if we ended up separated, I hope my daughter will not get hurt. Wala siyang ibang tinuring na dad, as we were abandoned by the biological father of hers. He was the father figure I knew my daughter always crave for. But I knew, I am nearing my breakingpoint where maybe I would end it with him. I just wish it turned out well. My fault, I actually hope he was really perfect. Nakalimutan kong tao siya at walang ganun. # #WishingForTheBestResults