Sorry but I've got no one to share this with

Hi! I'm kinda new here. Been browsing and reading others posts. I'm really feeling heavy this week. My mother's been in the hospital since Tuesday night, (a problem with her lady parts that hurts when she pee). I am an only daughter and she is a single mom. So she's all I got and I'm all she's got. I'm thankful for my company's HMO but I'm still anxious about the hospital bill. She'll be having her operation on Monday. And hope it goes well and hope it's covered by HMO. I've got no savings. I'm a single mom as well and head of the family since my mother is already retired. I'm afraid to ask relatives for financial help coz I don't know if I could pay them, still have other debts. I feel I'm drowning. Problems are over the top. Sometimes I want to cry but I don't want them to see me. I don't want them to think I'm weak. Sometimes I just want to give up. If you know any side hustle or part time jobs, please let me know. Thanks!