hello! asking for break up advice

2 and a half years of unconditional love. a month before naging shaky yung relationship, we were tired and sawa na sa paulit ulit na cycle. the whole month our relationship was hanging by a thread hanggang sa sumuko na sya and kahit anong gawin ko ayaw nya na. i need help, kase i dont know why cant i stop. why cant i move on. bakit hindi ko matanggap na tapos na kami like gaya nya. my body refuse to accept na wala na. ang hirap mag distract. wala rin ako masyado kaibigan para makipag hang out. toxic pa pamilya ko. i dont know anymore.