Hey guys! anyone here from Cavite?

I just wanted to share my feelings right of this moment. I'm new here so please bare with me. I just broke up with my partner of 1 and a half year. I just feel kindda lost right now. I left everything behind to start a relationship with him which is full of hardships and fights. I know I should have been happier now but I got used to him being with me plus the fact that I don't have anyone else here aside from him. I'm still staying in our old apartment and kept hoping he would come back home. He does visit me sometimes though. I'm kindda stupid for letting him in still. I still love him but I also know it would be best to go on seperate ways. I'm just super lonely right now since I felt so alone given the fact that I was just here in Cavite because of him. The only reason I'm staying here still is because I have a job here. I can't go easily. I need to support my kids who's not with me and living in the province. Anyo here care to chat or can give advice? would really much appreciate it. Thanks!