It's been 5 days since I said yes to him
Actually, hindi talaga ako nag yes. Ipinakilala ko na lang siya sa mga friends ko bilang boyfriend ko on the spot tas nagulat na lang siya ahahaa. Di ko kasi alam kung pano ko gagawin yung traditional na, "Oo sinasagot na kita." Nababaduyan ako ahahahah. Anywaysss, I just wanna share how God orchestrated our love story. Nagkakilala kami thru an online dating app. Nung time na magkausap kami, may mej matagal na kong kinakausap, siguro mga 2 weeks na. Once lang kami nun nagmeet nitong si bf tas nilet go ko na din sya. Pinili ko yung isa kasi ayoko maging unfair dun sa isa dahil nauna manligaw at saka ayoko nung feeling na naguguluhan and parang namamangka sa dalawang ilog. He let me go din naman. And thennn fast forward after a few months, nawala na si guy na manliligaw dahil di kami match. Although sobrang bait and buting tao nya, hindi lang talaga kami match. Then one day, nagreply sya(boyfie ko now) sa ig story ko, nangangamusta. Well, di naman sya talaga totally sumuko kasi every now and then nagrereply sya or nagchachat nangangamusta, which I didn't like kaya di ko masyado nirereplyan and ineentertain. Pero sinabihan ko naman sya noon na friends na lang kami without the intention of wanting him in my life as a friend talaga kasi nga pakiramdam ko nagchicheat ako kahit nanliligaw pa lang yung isa. Tas nung nagreply sya dun sa story ko, nangangamusta, nagtuluy-tuloy na kasi nga ala na yung manliligaw. Wala din sa intensyon ko na mag entertain nung mga panahon na yun kasi parang wala na akong gana sa mga lalaki ahahaha. It just happened na lang, gradually naging close kami. With prayers and fasting, talagang consistent ako kasi pagod na din. With my past connections, lagi ko pinagppray na kung hindi man sya for me, tanggalin na lang ni Lord. Pero dito kay bf, God changed my heart. I just started praying na I want to love him the way God want me to. I prayed for guidance from Jesus na turuan akong mahalin si bf the way he needs and the same way He loves me. Naaamaze din ako how Jesus answered me before ko sya sagutin. Nakamotor kami nun tas nagpray ako na gusto ko na kako sagutin sya pero kung hindi will ni God, hindi ko rin gugustuhin. I just needed a sign kung sasagutin ko na sya sa araw na yun and willing to wait sa go signal ni Lord. But at the same time, I asked for discernment and requested if He could answer me the way I would know that it's from Him and sa paraang very CLEAR. Wala pang 5mins, may nakasalubong kaming truck tas may signage sa harap na kulay pula pa ang background, which says, DO NOT DELAY. Natawa talaga akoo. Tas yung kasunod na truck, parang pang police or ambulance tas nakalagay naman sa harap ng sasakyan, SECURITY. So, I took it as a YES from God. God moves in mysterious ways but He really answers to specific prayers! He is not a God of confusion. He is my peace and refuge forever. He is a gracious, loving father. He knows exactly what you need even before you talk to Him because He knows your heart. I don't know kung may magbabasa nito pero I just want to let this out of my chest and mind din to share about Him! He takes care of my heart, gives me a peace of mind, has a veryyy good sense of humor, protects me from all evil, and stays true to His words. #Jesusisking #HeavenlyFather