How do you want to live your life?
I stopped studying, and started working at a very young age. Most of the people are telling me na "sayang, matalino kapa nmn" but, tbh I no longer enjoy studying— I don't enjoy working as well, but that is the only way that I can support myself. Wala namang difference cause I’m already a working student at the age of 16. I know my parents can no longer support me, so I went to Qc and asked my aunt if I can stay at their house while I'm studying, so I worked as a freelancer, 3 freelancing job and still manage to be an academic achiever. I celebrated my 17th birthday while overthinking my future. My mind was flooded with questions. "Ano nang gagawin ko sa buhay ko?", "malapit na ’ko mag 18, kaya ko ba?", "kaya ko paba suportahan sarili ko sa college?", "mag aaral paba ako o mag t-trabaho?", "Anong trabaho naman papasukin ko?", "matatanggap ba ’ko?". These kinds of questions. I prayed to God, and asked for a sign. I graduated shs, and suddenly something family matters kind of problem came up, so I went back to my lolo, and my younger siblings to be their mother figure, pero inabuso. I wasn’t appreciated even tho I did everything I could to help, and suddenly I got a call from a customer service company, I went to CLARK I don't have anything with me, just my requirements/papers, brain, courage, and a hundred pesos, I didn't expect to passed 4 companies. I went home crying, finally I have a job. I gave half of my salaries to my mom, treat my younger siblings, bought them some things they want, still wasn’t appreciated, so now I’m living alone. Still young, and naive, and still doesn't know to do in my life. I experienced a lot of hardships, but I know that I still lack of experience, and suddenly I realized it's okay not to know what to do at the of 17.
- Life
- Spoiling yourself
- Life plan