Midnight thoughts.

Midnight thoughts. So I was cleaning up photos in my gallery, and I ended up checking my Google Photos. I started going through everything and deleting the ones I didn’t really need anymore so my cloud storage wouldn’t get full. While scrolling, I landed on September 2019. Turns out, I still had screenshots saved, some conversations of my partner flirting with someone He used to play with (online games) Haha. I even saw the parts where I inserted myself into their conversation because I just couldn’t take it anymore. It had gotten really bad. As I was reading everything again, I suddenly felt sad. I thought I was already okay. That’s how it is, right? You think you’ve moved on, but all it takes is one thing to remind you of what happened, and suddenly it feels like it just happened yesterday. Then I caught myself thinking… maybe if I had given up back then, my life would be different now. I fought so hard for it, and now it feels like it’s heading in the same direction anyway. Haha. Haaay. It just feels a little heavy tonight. I should sleep now. Goodnight.

• Cheating
• Betrayed
• Relationship