Feeling Tired and Rejected but still holding On to Faith 🙏

I just found this app on Facebook and tried downloading it because I needed somewhere to vent. I’ve been applying for work-from-home jobs, but I keep getting rejected. I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. One Filipina interviewed me before, and I thought ghosting only happened in relationships—but apparently it also happens when applying for jobs. She told me, “Congratulations, you passed,” and said she would email me. I kept emailing to follow up, but she never replied until I eventually got tired of waiting. Then another one emailed me, a Filipino guy this time. He asked about my experience and I answered him. Later he emailed asking if we could do a quick interview, but I read it late because I was already asleep. I woke up early in the morning, apologized for missing his email, and told him I was available for the interview. I even sent two follow-up emails, but still no reply. I’m honestly close to crying while writing this. I’m really hoping the foreign interviewer who spoke with me a few days ago will give me a good update. She said she would update me either this week or next week, and I’m praying it will be good news. Lord, Ikaw na po bahala. I surrender everything to You. You know the desire of my heart. Lavarn lang, self. 🙏