rant.

my mom is still in the hospital, fighting leukemia. while my dad is also struggling with his health. uuwi na raw sila todei or tommorow. alam ko, di na siya gagaling. mama refused to go on stem cell transplant kasi it is too expensive. bakit ganon? bakit kapag mahirap ka, you have no other choice but to accept the fact na anytime kukunin siya sa amin? ate lang ako. hindi ko kaya. i am not young and not too old to handle this. it is too much emotions. hindi ko na kaya. ayoko na.