Dying Talent

I feel like my talent is dying. I always love arts and i tried different style and art like pant, DIYs, sculptures, etc. Nung HS, lagi kong gamit llao sa projects and mine always the best. I joined art contest lalo yung sa SM dahil pwede kahit multiple branch. I experienced joining 5 and won 3 out of it. But when pandemic happened and SM stop this, i also stop doing art. I also dont feel i can be the best anymore. I mean i tried different form like resin when pandemic but it worsened my agony as i almost lost my eyes and had allergic reactions to it. I feel like art doesnt like me anymore. But deep inside me i want to try again. Im just not sure what to try first plus time matter as adulting eats so much time for responsibility. I have a lot of art materials being stuck. Please help me what to do.